there has only been one time in my life when someone has made me feel alive and electrified and in love, and only for a moment. on the other hand, I have racks and racks of plastic discs that make me feel like that for three minutes at a time, and when those three minutes are over I can pick up the needle or hit repeat and feel it all over again.
so I am thinking the wisest course of action is to figure out how to build a boy out of notes and backbeats and minor chords. and every time he opened his mouth a song would spill out that would grab at my heart, and every time he held my hand my feet would move in rhythm.