nobody wants to hear it

not even me sometimes.
but that's the problem, isn't it? because really, it's all i think about. a constant static continuously running through my mind, barging to the forefront or fading into the background but always, always there.

and i've been waiting for answers or for something to change for such a long time now, but everything i want to change stays static. so i keep waiting and killing time on amusing distractions and try to keep my envy and hope and expectations in check. and wait and wait.
and wait.

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